17 years after divorce, dad has healing — and learning — to do

17 years after divorce, dad has healing — and learning — to do

Q: Seventeen years ago I divorced the mother of my four children. Throughout the proceedings, my wife used my children as weapons against me, and I spent the next several years listening to insult after insult from my children, driven from their mother.

My work had me out of state for the past seven years. During that time, I had little to no contact with my children. I came back home in December of 2010 and quickly tried to rebuild my relationship with my children, thinking that now, as adults, they would be able to see that my love for them never died. I lent them money. I bent over backward to spend time with them. Nothing.

This past weekend I visited my 28-year-old's Facebook page to discover she has now declared her stepdad "Navy Dad for life." She bought him the T-shirt, took the picture and posted it.

Needless to say I was devastated. My plans to visit her were canceled as a result. She sent me text messages telling me I had no reason to be upset and that I would never hear an apology from her. The next day, my ex sends me a text telling me that SHE, in fact, bought the T-shirt for her husband and to lighten up on our daughter.

My daughter deploys next month and I don't want her to leave under these conditions, but I will NOT stand for the disrespect from her. All four of my children are not speaking to me over this (all driven by the mother).

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A: You've been in parental purgatory for 17 years, and you're planting your flag on a lousy T-shirt. And now that I've said that, are you going to blame me, too, for your tattered bond with your kids?

Blaming your ex-wife for your overreaction to the T-shirt, and the resulting re-estrangement from your kids, is so far over the line you're off the field and halfway to the parking lot. You own this debacle, Sir, from beginning to end.

It is an unfortunate fact chain that rejection leads to hurt feelings, which often lead to reflexive acting-out, which usually leads to further rejection. You're living this chain with your unhealed wounds from 17 years ago, resulting in over-sensitivity to perceived slights — your latest outbreak of which has your kids sprinting to distance themselves from you. I have no doubt you've lived other versions of this cycle in the years since your divorce.

And who provided a steady, paternal presence throughout? Their stepfather, apparently; if true, then he has earned your kids' high regard.

That doesn't mean there's no place for you. What you want is some sort of warm, functional interaction with your kids — understandably — and there's more than enough room for that.

So I urge you to act understandably in another sense: Behave in a way your kids can actually understand, relate to, embrace. Be kind to them, be patient (your new hero: Job), be reasonable to the point of pessimism in your expectations, be forgiving to a fault, and be thick-skinned where your wont is decidedly thin (your new hero: elephant).

Be the first to accept blame instead of the first to lob it. Be the father they've accused you of failing to be.

Step forward, now, and tell your daughter you take full responsibility for overreacting to the shirt. Un-cancel the visit. Let her know you've been duly reminded that you have healing — and learning — to do.

17 years after divorce, dad has healing — and learning — to do 06/25/11 [Last modified: Saturday, June 25, 2011 5:31am]

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