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Tell Me About It: Not caring helps in dreaded situations

 
Published April 29, 2015

Q: How can I approach lunch with my self-absorbed sister who is visiting from out of town when I am in the midst of separating from my self-absorbed husband? I probably won't mention my separation because she will have a random friend with her. What can I say to myself to keep from screaming?

Mired in Self-Absorption

A: No doubt this lunch has passed, awkwardly but less awfully than you feared, and I'm guessing you picked at a few shallow topics then heaved a sigh of relief at the end.

Or it was sharp and judgy and you're still smarting from it.

Either way, it's behind you, and with any luck it nudged you a little closer to recognizing that a lousy lunch and a lousy separation are things you can get through if you must, even if you rely solely on the mercy of the passage of time.

If you're ready, though, you can do better: You can choose to stop caring so much how things go.

I can add 2 + 2 here and say that as the sib and spouse of self-absorbed people, you're probably a pleaser, which would make sense given your qualms about lunch. Even if that math is off though, even if you're comfortable setting limits, it can still be a big step further to let go of the desire to make things go smoothly.

I think we all recoil from negativity. However, so much stress comes not from events themselves, but instead from the gaps between what we want to happen and what actually does. It's not easy to break the habit of wanting something from others or experiences for ourselves — far from it — but it is possible. It just requires you to identify what you're hoping will happen, and recognize that other outcomes will be okay, too, and sometimes even better. It takes staring down your worst case and knowing you'll find ways to manage if it comes true.

And it takes pushing past the phase where you aren't afraid of things going off-script, to the phase where you stop mentally writing these scripts altogether.