Q: This week I had it clearly spelled out for me that there's an inner circle of moms in our neighborhood, and I'm not in it. The message came from someone I'd actually considered a good friend, which made it even harder. My confidence is shaken.
While I won't seek out any of these women in the future, it's difficult to avoid them entirely. I would love your thoughts on how best to move forward, apart from putting on a brave smile and staying close with true friends.
On the Outside Looking In
A: I've felt this exact pain, so I'm not being cavalier: I hope you'll reconsider your "I won't seek out any of these women in the future" response. They have an inner circle, okay; you're not in it, ouch; but that doesn't automatically invalidate each relationship you have with each group member.
You might also ask yourself, objectively, whether you even want to run with this pack. There is great power, confidence and liberation in not caring about your social ladder position and in conducting your social life on your terms.
Plus, groups have their own chemistry, to the point that it can be constructive to think of them as a person unto themselves. You can not click with a group dynamic while fitting in really well with its member(s) one-on-one. So while your feelings are understandably hurt, I don't think your ego is the best force to enlist as their guardian from now on.
Take a moment to let the hardest feelings dissipate, and then let your natural comfort with each of your friends — in the group or out — be that guardian. Think of it as just doing what works for you, versus being or not being part of a club.
Groups aren't immutable objects. An "inner circle" can implode, fade, reconstitute, etc., in so many ways. Being okay with your friends, friendships and yourself is a lot more reliable stuff.