Going along, getting along. "I don't remember saying, 'I will' or 'I will not,'" Claire Headley says. "It was more like the apathetic path of least resistance. I know I never said, 'I want an abortion,' because I did not have the strength to say that." Home in Burbank, she holds 2-year-old Kaiden, with husband Marc behind.

Claire Headley

Age: 35
Sea Org: Joined at age 16, in 1991; left in 2005
Married: at age 17
Abortions: in 1994 and 1996
Today: Married to Marc Headley, sons 4 and 2. Lives in Burbank, Calif. Works as bookkeeper at the audio-visual design firm her husband co-owns.

"I was desperate to not have to go through with (an abortion) somehow, some way, but I did not have any means or options open to me financially or otherwise. If I did scream, they would take me back and I would be under full-time security watch."

BY JOE CHILDS and THOMAS C. TOBIN, Times Staff Writers

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