INDIANAPOLIS — Shortly before he left home for Indianapolis Motor Speedway, Marco Andretti watched a documentary that showed his grandfather Mario at the famed track.
"It was him and (radio announcer) Paul Page, they were walking down the start-finish line and (Mario) said, 'You know, I always said I hated this place,' " Andretti recalled. "And then he paused for a while and said, 'I lied.' That pretty much tells it all. We've been through a lot here, but we live for it."
Five drivers from the famed Andretti clan have combined to make 67 starts in the Indianapolis 500. Mario's 1969 victory remains the lone win, and the family has been answering questions about the "Andretti Curse" for decades.
Michael Andretti might have had it worst, never getting a chance to drink the celebratory milk despite leading 431 laps in 16 career starts — by far the most at Indy for a nonwinner.
But it has not been any easier for Marco, the third-generation driver who has suffered his own share of heartache at Indy. He was passed by Sam Hornish on the final straightaway in 2006, when he raced as a 19-year-old rookie with his father in the field. Hornish won, and Marco and Michael finished second and third.
Marco believes he gave away the 2008 race, which was won by Scott Dixon while Andretti finished third. There was another third-place finish in 2010, then he went into last year's race convinced it was "mine to lose."
"And we lost it," he said Thursday with a shrug.
Upset with his car all day, even as he led a race-high 59 laps, an ill-timed caution shuffled Andretti back into the field after a pit stop. He struggled with his car's handling and crashed out 13 laps from the finish.
Andretti, 26, has another shot today when he starts third, on the front row for the first time. Funny thing is, he wasn't even focused on qualifying, and the best starting spot of his career was something of a surprise.
All five of the Andretti Autosport entries — the team Michael owns — have been fast this month, and teammates James Hinchcliffe and Ryan Hunter-Reay combined to win three of the first four races this year.
Andretti, meanwhile, is off to the best start of his career after a focused offseason of figuring out what he needed to do to be better. The results are two podium this year including in St. Petersburg, and he is second in the IndyCar standings.
"Marco sort of woke up halfway through last year and decided that he needed to be better for himself," said Hinchcliffe, this year's winner in St. Petersburg. "The effort we saw over the offseason was a big change. He is a different guy. He was at the shop a lot more, he contacted his engineer a lot more, he was really focusing on himself a lot more. And it shows.
"I think he's going to have a breakout year, and I hate to admit it, but this one might be his. This guy gets Indy better than most."
His grandfather sees it, too.
"He just loves this joint," Mario Andretti said. "He knows his way around here, and he has excellent race craft here."
Andretti doesn't harp on the offseason work, which came at the end of a season in which Hunter-Reay won his first championship and Hinchcliffe had a breakout year in his first season with Andretti Autosport. The namesake, meanwhile, finished a career-worst 15th in the standings.
So he worked with a driving coach, studied his weaknesses and recommitted himself to his career. It's no coincidence he now admits racing simply wasn't fun for him last year.
All that work has helped him recapture his love of racing.
But four-time IndyCar champion Dario Franchitti, who has known Andretti since he was a kid and was his teammate in 2006-07, said the joy everyone sees now comes from running well on the track — something Andretti has worked hard for.
"Marco has really calmed down. He just seems a lot more focused, but I don't want to use that word because that would be a disservice to what he's done before," Franchitti said. "But I think he's got his priorities straight."
And Franchitti notes that Andretti races with a pressure no one else in IndyCar can understand.
"Marco has something that none of us have — he's got to live up to his name," Franchitti said. "He's not his grandfather, and he's not his father, and a lot of fans will never forgive him for that. They are savage about him, and they were the same with Michael because Michael wasn't Mario. And so even when Marco does something well, Marco can never do anything right. And that's not his fault."
Andretti's birthright can be a burden, but it also gave him a magical childhood of hanging around the old speedway motel, listening to announcer Tom Carnegie, and figuring out ways to sneak into the garage at the Brickyard.
So it's difficult to keep from dreaming about kissing the yard of bricks.
"I have to stop myself from thinking what it would be like," Andretti said. "I think it would be so emotional for the family. That one victory is going to make up for a lot of things. God willing, that would be awesome."