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After all of this time, perhaps you have run out of tears for Rocco Baldelli. After all of these injuries, perhaps you are no longer able to feel his pain.
It is a cold world, and his is an old story, and by now, perhaps you are eager to see the Rays move along without him. Baldelli has been injured for so long now, and he has said goodbye so many times, that perhaps you have become numbed to the continued ache of a lost career.
Even for a good guy, even for a talented player, sympathy has a shelf life. And so it is understandable that so many fans seem to have become weary of Baldelli's continuing struggles.
As for me, I would invite you to try one more time to feel the sadness of an athlete who cannot bear up to his profession. Because Baldelli, 26, is a better guy than most people realize. Because he is a better player than most people remember. Because none of this is any of his doing.
Most of all, because this time, it feels different.
This time, it feels as if we are nearing the end of the story.
The odds are against Baldelli now. With every day that he misses, with every doctor who is baffled by his condition, it becomes less likely that you will see him again in a major-league uniform.
Before his latest setback, it always seemed that if he had enough time, and if he found the right doctor, Baldelli would make it back. Perhaps he would never be durable enough to live up to his potential, but eventually, it seemed there would be a time for him, and a place.
As Baldelli stood inside a cramped, hot room at Al Lang Field on Wednesday morning, however, his voice seemed to come from somewhere far, far away. He stumbled over a few medical terms, and he tried to describe a few emotions. And then he repeated the words that have defined his career: disabled list.
And with a heavy sigh, here we go again. Anymore, it is not news that Baldelli is on the disabled list. It will be news when he is not.
When a player talks about missing an indefinite amount of time because of an unspecified condition, it is hard to see his future as anything but vague. As Baldelli talked, you could not help but wonder: Is it 30 percent that Baldelli makes it back this time? Is it 10 percent?
And whatever the number, isn't it time that the Rays — and everyone else, for that matter — prepare as if it is not going to happen?
That conclusion should not come without a trace of sorrow. In a story that has become repetitive, that bears repeating, too. No one who has been around Baldelli doubts his desire or his determination. Yes, sports is filled with players who allow their vices to destroy their careers and, yes, there are those who seem to lose their love of the game once the big paydays begin. No one should suggest those things of Baldelli, either.
That's the sadness here. The same body that was gifted enough to get Baldelli to the big leagues is not sturdy enough to hold up to the job requirements. Baldelli's body isn't just fragile, it is flawed. For whatever reason, it does not produce enough of a chemical (adenosine triphosphate or ATP) to allow his muscles to recover. The result is that a short workout leaves a young man feeling like an old one.
Yet, it seems a great many fans lost their empathy for Baldelli a few injuries back. Perhaps it is because other talented athletes have arrived in the Rays outfield since. Perhaps it is because there was no grisly highlight or no visible scarring to demonstrate his pain. Perhaps it is because the condition is such a rare one. Perhaps it says more about society's condition than it does Baldelli's.
The closer you are to Baldelli, the more you realize what ability is being unused, the easier it is to retain sympathy.
"Cruel,'' is the word Rays manager Joe Maddon uses. And it fits. Maddon says a healthy Baldelli is among the top 20 players in the American League.
On the other hand, it has been a very long time since the Rays have seen a healthy Baldelli. In the past three years, he has missed 359 of the team's 486 games. Currently, he has missed his team's past 124 games, which is still considerably short of the 221 in a row he missed before returning in 2006.
For the Rays, it is time to look around for another proven outfielder. No, not a defensive replacement who can give you a few innings until Baldelli is back, but a proven player who can, at the very least, platoon with Jonny Gomes (and occasionally, Cliff Floyd). As opening day gets closer, the Rays owe it to themselves to look closely at every other roster of every other major-league team.
And if Baldelli does beat the odds to make it back? Great.
But as much as the Rays may want him to catch up, it is time to move along without him.
[Last modified: Mar 18, 2008 11:20 AM]
Comments on this article
by Centerfield
Mar 18, 2008 11:20 AM
Why are people obsessed with how much money he's made? Would you be happier if he was injured AND broke?
by Easy. T
Mar 17, 2008 1:48 PM
T, the only difference is that the market is willing to pay Rocco that...your job market is obviously not willing to pay you that amount. When thousands of people show up to watch you work THEN and only then will you have room to biatch.
by soxfan
Mar 17, 2008 11:25 AM
"T" Rocco maybe facing a degenerative condition that no amount of money can fix. The Rays signed the long-term deal. Rocco is great person. Why don't you be glad that he'll be set $ wise. The rays have spent lots of money on
by Tim
Mar 17, 2008 11:25 AM
This is awful. I don't know if words can describe how I feel right now. I have an underactive thyroid and am on medication for it. I hope Rocco gets back on track and has a productive life.
by Jeremy Johnson
Mar 17, 2008 10:21 AM
They should talk to the Cubs about Matt Murton.
by Doug Opperman
Mar 14, 2008 1:30 PM
I am truely saddened by the news of Rocco's condition. He is a great ballplayer with some of the worst luck. He played the game right and with passion, something some players don't know how to. Some players deserve to be critisized, but not
by Scot
Mar 14, 2008 11:02 AM
With Baldelli's latest injuries I think an addition like Bonds to platoon with Gomes in the outfield would be great for the team and who knows if Bonds can hit enough we could see him get his 3000 hit here just as we did Wade Boggs here.
by Ron A
Mar 14, 2008 10:59 AM
As a Rhode Islander I find it especially touching to read about the unfortunate and very unkind hand that Rocco Baldelli has been dealt. Having followed his career since high school it pains me to think that this fine young man's career may be
by John
Mar 14, 2008 10:49 AM
I agree with "T", I hope the guy lives a long life but he has not produced for years and has more than enough money to live like a king for the rest of his life and for what?
by vicky
Mar 13, 2008 6:17 PM
I have been living with a mitochondrial myopathy for close to 10 years now and know how Rocco feels physically & mentally. Maybe his stature as a ball player can help shed some light & ultimaltey a treatment or better yet a cure.
by Ginny
Mar 13, 2008 4:30 PM
I am an elderly woman - not a great basball fan - but rooted for Rocco because he comes from my home state. How sad that he cannot fulfill his promise. Good luck, Rocco.
by Rosa
Mar 13, 2008 3:53 PM
We have traveled long distances to see Rocco play because we could always see he was and still is a great human being. You will be put in our prayer list so God can give you the wisdom to deal with this season of your life. That too shall pass.
by Scott
Mar 13, 2008 2:45 PM
I'm pulling for ya Rocco, hopefully you will find out what's wrong, get it taken care of, and lead the Rays to the playoffs!
by T
Mar 13, 2008 2:09 PM
I can't feel sad for him. He has been getting more for sitting at home playing video games that I will likely make in the next 10 years combined. Sadly, I have to WORK to get paid for my job
by Lorry
Mar 13, 2008 2:08 PM
My prayers are with Rocco. How can any one abandon some one who gives his all to base ball i hope they can find out what can cure Rocco and i hope to see him back. also SHAME ON YOU STEVE FOR YOUR COMMENTS. Is yourmotto kick them ehen they are down?
by JAE
Mar 13, 2008 2:08 PM
Considering all the jerks who have purposefully wasted their talent, broken laws, and threw away careers, after the fans investe dinterest in them, this is trult sad. This guy doesn't deserve this, nor do we fans. Good luck, Rocco.
by SM
Mar 13, 2008 2:07 PM
Rocco I have had the same issue for several years and had been too many doctors who did not have a clue. But I finally found Dr. Weiss in St. Pete that found out that I had Mitochondrial Myopathy. I would encourage you to see him.
by Russ
Mar 13, 2008 2:07 PM
It is a shame for the fastest player from home to 1st to lose his legs.Wish him the best & you never know maybe sometime in the future....
by Joe Dunne
Mar 13, 2008 2:06 PM
Trade him to the Yankees!!!
by Rozcoe
Mar 13, 2008 2:06 PM
Does anybody remember Ricky Bell? People either didn't believe him or had no empathy towards him when he was sick. Unfortunately, Rocco has far greater problems than making it back to a major league roster.
by Sean
Mar 13, 2008 2:06 PM
So sad to see a young man's dreams dashed. Hopefully medical science can find a cure for Rocco's condition before he's past his playing years, but if baseball's not in the cards at least maybe he can lead a normal, healthy life.
by md
Mar 13, 2008 2:06 PM
Good luck & how about giving back some of the salary you collected watching TV over the last couple years.
by Lisa
Mar 13, 2008 2:06 PM
Mike, I hope to God it is not early ALS. I had a family member pass away from that disease, and it is truly horrible. I wish all the best to Rocco, and I hope that he is able to overcome this illness, at least to live a normal life, if not to play.
by Becky
Mar 13, 2008 2:05 PM
This isn't about his will to play or a case of him being lazy. This is his body not doing what it is supposed to due to a genetic defect. My husband suffers from a similar problem. It's a frustrating condition.
by Chip
Mar 13, 2008 2:05 PM
It's sad to see an athlete's body let him down. Rocco is a gifted ballplayer. I loved watching him go after a fly ball. He seems to be a quality young man as well. I hope he makes it back.
by Mike
Mar 13, 2008 8:10 AM
Early ALS?
by Steve
Mar 13, 2008 8:08 AM
I said this all 2 years ago. What a waste of time!!!!!!
by rocky
Mar 13, 2008 8:04 AM
We wish you the best Rocco.
by J
Mar 13, 2008 8:02 AM
Reminds me of Joe Charboneau, Bird Fydrich or Craig Swann. It should be clear to all why these players need to push for such big contracts: the end is always close. Smartly, Rocco has enough bread to never have to work a day--not too bad fo
by Rome
Mar 13, 2008 8:02 AM
Rocco's still my favorite ballplayer. I was at a Braves game when I saw him steal third while the ball never left the pitcher's hand. Truly remarkable, I hope I see him play again.
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